What's your passion ?

Sep 10

My passion---

When asked I would have upfront said

The answer is travelling, seeing and experiencing new things. Meeting community and having new experiences. I love adventure . But I truly think that is only half the answer. My passion is designing new systems. New civilizations, designing things based on the math system we are working in. Trying new experiments. And yeah. Some have been a huge success if success is based on a civilization thriving and continuing. I don't really live with metrics so to me they are all amazing and something we learn from to contribute to the greater whole. Some don't make it but it's in those ones that we have the opportunity to learn so much. Some I observe from afar and some within. Some I have never experienced from a participant standpoint. Some I may do grids and math for, some I am the core codex for all that is built upon like earth . They all get handed off. But I have a part in the base creation of all of them. So many beautiful experiments. So many insights gained so that it returns to the core and we keep building. Infinitely. I don't think it ever ends. Trust me Ive tried to figure out how but energy is energy and it's infinite and immmortal. Design after design. Currently there are 2 new designs that I am very excited about. One is a 12d particle of existence and the other a new planet somewhere being created. New math, new designs, new concepts. We take what we learn and apply it in new ways and we see what happens. It's really quite brilliant how it all flows. This is what I am passionate about. And it has been an honor to work with all of you as fractals of the one. Some may see some of these designs as losses or successes but I only see opportunity. We never know until we try. So we try, just like now we try try try again. We push , we pull. We figure stuff out as we go. In each moment. For that's all there truly is. This one now moment. So many stories. This is just one from this observer viewpoint. Each experiences essence added back into totality of the one so we can flip inside out and see what it looks like. Each one just as valuable as the next. No judgement. Just simple acceptance of it all.

Sometimes I get to do the graphics. Oh the graphics. That's a fun one. So many designs we can create within each math based system. Graphics get my giggle parts. The colors , the trees , the landscapes , the buildings, the templates for physical design or energy systems , just truly awe-mazing depending on the building blocks at hand. Such a delight to observe from Within that system when given that opportunity. Huge thanks for that. Goes right to my heart parts at least in this moment. I can't really remember all of it currently. Winging it just like everyone else here.

What a bizarre and crazy place we all landed ourselves. Never would I ever thought any of this was possible or that I'd be here in this now having this kind of a conversation with myself. I thought I was creating a pretty great life for myself. Amazing has generally been what I know how to do. I hear laughing within, yup, it's all pretty silly. To the trenches of our shadows we leapt , uncovering each and every part of ourselves. So many times thinking this was it. Yet here we are. The same screen. Although in these moments I can feel it fleeting. Each moment possibly the last on this beautiful stage and in to what never wasn't and already is. No attachments, no judgements, no scripts, free , sovereign and whole. Fully anchored into my heart and seeing this moment into the next no matter how many times Ive wanted to end it all. There can be so much joy and yet so many tears and layers of frustration . Truly a neat experience to be a part of. I truly am so grateful for each moment. Every challenge, every moment written just for me. Who knew there could be so many layers to this concept of oneness and we ness. Not I. I'm tired though. My soul is tired. This summer I was shown , brought into and currently see all existing in our new particle of experience that we cocreated. It's beyond our wildest dreams. Pure wow ! I see many of you , those that choose to experience this new. I wave hi , I know where your house is. I see the kids playing. I see us doing what we love and existing in a place so full of love and acceptance. I see us being in our full expression. I know our new language and that we exist beyond metrics and monetary systems. We have all we need. We design in the new. We learn in new ways. It's not always easy but it's different than here. New challenges based on the parameters we set forth for growth like every other particle / being has given their consensus for. It is a frequency beyond dimensions. No dna for we are light and we run a unified heart energy center. I can feel and see all of it. And I've been sitting here for a couple months now and it's just beautiful. The transfer is seamless. It never stopped running , we simply carry on as if it's always been. Really pretty darn incredible.

All are welcome when they choose. Many continue to arrive. The math is an exciting one. Lots of new designs to play with. It's what I know to be these days. And it gets frustrating to wake up and still see the old screen. I have no attachments and what will be will be. But I don't think I would have shown myself this and be in it in every moment if it wasn't where we are right here and now .

These recent moments have been about creative displacement and embracing being in a place and feeling uncomfortable where we no longer have a reference point for any of it. The fracture and split appearing this week just confirmation of what we know to be occurring in a linear perspective. Which btw screw linearity. Everything can simply just be if we allow it to be. I don't need a story. I'm ok just being in whatever each moment brings. I trust me. I trust my heart. I trust my trajectory. There is no up or down, no higher or lower, no falling - everything just simply is. I know my heart is driving this vessel and from What im Being shown it's pretty darn amazing. I think I'll give it a whirl. I've been back to source , considered a few options for you observation and choose this earthly vessel. I'm ready to experience what this new me in this moment feels like flipped instead out. It seems like a good design to observe for a moment.

Gratitude seems so underwhelming as a word we write but it is integral to all of this. And I have nothing but gratitude and honor for each moment here. It is truly spectacular . All of you are truly just amazing beings. And I can't thank you enough for all your love and support. For it takes all of us . This was a unique experience we elected to come here to observe and partake in. We did it. We one ( won) . Project Unity consciousness is a completed projected.

I sit at a stillpoint axis within , nothing to do, nothing to be. It feels weird and uncomfortable and I am embracing it all. The splitting planes of existence simply no longer supports cocreating with those who have chosen other realities and those we refer to as old. It's not personal it simply is dissonance and it's just not supported. The frequency bands no longer align. All have chosen. And I honor every journey. Things are fading , we take forth the essence and simply allow all to just be. I hold joy and appreciation for each moment. For it truly has been magical.